tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44855739568874784672024-03-14T06:16:48.148-07:00confessions of a chicago girlTiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.comBlogger190125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-32035161156302663212013-10-04T15:42:00.000-07:002013-10-04T15:43:37.221-07:00oh. hai? i can has a blog?new life, new blog :)<br />
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Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-54208211703706974232010-07-25T18:18:00.000-07:002010-07-25T18:19:14.133-07:00bella made a videoI entered <a href="http://www.stateiamin.com/">Erins</a> giveaway for a tempur pedic mattress and it was soo fun.<br />
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Actually Bella's really the star having fun but still. My first video!!<br />
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Enjoy!Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-90614458795824539052010-06-16T12:32:00.000-07:002010-06-16T12:32:03.109-07:00i love kurt hammel<div style="text-align: center;">unemployment? yes. but thats okay because hanging out with bella and dante is fun.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">sleeping in til all hours and staying up all night? not as fun as you think when you're 16 and it seems like the life.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">today i was up to meet my mom for some ticket thing (not libel, what what!) and now i'm off to the gym.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">got stood up on a date form okcupid. okwhatever jerk. your loss.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">i need to reserve my eclipse tickets. theatre with wine and edward and comfy chairs? yes please.</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">working on the orthodox thing. very interesting.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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so i am particularly partial to #5 and #6. if #6 could be that color I think I would do that. how weird is #8, that's zooey deschanels hair on me, gwen stefani is #7 and jojo is#3/4/5/6. i believe candace cameron bure is #1/2. so yea i have tried out dj tanners hairstyle.<br />
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thoughts? on this? life? why i am so bored? why i need a new job? bueller?Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-51442942310196300092010-05-09T23:02:00.000-07:002010-05-09T23:03:25.061-07:00Well now wait one minute, I failed to mention, those tears I cried are tears of joytomorrow starts a week of slim fast shakes, salad with vinegar/oil, gilled chicken breasts, and fruit. those are all things i actually really love so it should be easy. as long as i have my protein i am god to go and a nice light next few weeks will do me well. too many time si have allowed myself to eat whatever i want and it isn't healthy and isn't good for my wallet. not that thai food is bad for me necessarily but i need to eat more that just that.<br />
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i bought a few things at target and marshalls this weekend that made me happy. new bath rug in turquoise. turquoise fluffy towel and a white one. really cute little rolled up towels to go in a cute little white box i got from tj maxx that says 'bath'. a cute picture frame. new sexyorganicshampoo. a new white rouched in the middle tank top and a white hoody from target. dog treats.<br />
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maggianos + family + flowers + graduation + sushi + betty whte on snl + long talks with my best friend + shopping + bottled water and zones bars + suprising my mom= a good weekend.<br />
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also next is a new tattoo but i am still having trouble on knowing exactly what i want. i am thinking of words on my ribcage but in the white/ultraviolet ink. almost looks like a faded scar so its there but for me. its still looking like "You can not protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness" is going to be the winner although i am thinking of somewhere putting the word 'patience'. <br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">oh! new sookie novel! dead in the family! bought and read today. love me some sookie and eric!<b><i> </i> </b></div>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-49102538933150324392010-05-01T22:52:00.000-07:002010-05-01T22:52:11.004-07:00my eyes adored you<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFSZ5wD6Ai2uHjFQ4hfGZt4IXnunqN-6pGQMbdlj4oP6h1nw-9BwtmzBXUPMiVRyCNsWMXDWghRXKoN6ifMMTU_y5dlUzxyhy2hFi35IsivoklQBk_nFZak30XULIj-D7Kw_8dPBPV03Y/s1600/dante.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFSZ5wD6Ai2uHjFQ4hfGZt4IXnunqN-6pGQMbdlj4oP6h1nw-9BwtmzBXUPMiVRyCNsWMXDWghRXKoN6ifMMTU_y5dlUzxyhy2hFi35IsivoklQBk_nFZak30XULIj-D7Kw_8dPBPV03Y/s320/dante.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">I finally have a name for him!</div><div style="text-align: center;">It's Italian, short, sweet, also the name of a famous poet/writer and a GH character haha. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Bella and Dante. I like it.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-66432137197805090662010-04-27T21:47:00.000-07:002010-04-27T22:03:38.039-07:00do you still have my care bear?So when i think about why I don't blog or why some blogs completely annoy me or for that matter why most people and things annoy me, its really all for the same thing: whining. I hate when I whine and complain and I don't like reading about people who do it constantly. Which is why I realized I don't use twitter because so many people use it to complain and I just don't care. I hate complaining to myself so why in the hell would I want to be constantly updated on your problems with people spoiling <i>Glee</i> or some other show. If you don't want to be spoiled, stay off the site until you watch it or be prepared.Seeing you bitch about it via twitter just shows you need to step away from the internet and into real life.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><b>Jonathan Groff/ Glee</b></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1ApTSdoJd7rS74XTaXkS18GoVFpY6YD4hiS_LxTqwFIEIcCeqZdH-3MJQIw4WUXuBiB83kvhZCry3EmILtwUCR4_SF3_kuGQ9a5srd4tKL_ugg-k3Xw1HqnLRGMEIKpPGaDApPM3DFDU/s1600/tumblr_kzt5mlRDEY1qaqvheo1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1"><img border="0" height="182" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1ApTSdoJd7rS74XTaXkS18GoVFpY6YD4hiS_LxTqwFIEIcCeqZdH-3MJQIw4WUXuBiB83kvhZCry3EmILtwUCR4_SF3_kuGQ9a5srd4tKL_ugg-k3Xw1HqnLRGMEIKpPGaDApPM3DFDU/s1600/tumblr_kzt5mlRDEY1qaqvheo1_500.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: left;">Who doesn't love <i>Glee</i>? I wasn't sure how I felt about Jesse St James played by Jonathan Groff but I am actually pretty sold on him even if he is a maybe bad guy. Kurt's line: <i>No, she's dead. This is her son </i>was ridiculously awesome. I am loving the second half of the season and can't for more. Also there is this amazing <i>Glee</i> <a href="http://flavorwire.com/83330/flavorpills-official-glee-drinking-game">drinking game</a> I can't wait to try it out: "Sue says something that would create a lawsuit in a real workplace. So, basically chug whenever she speaks.<i> Sing off . The Parking lot. 5 o'clock.</i></div><div style="text-align: center;">speaking of <i>Glee</i>...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
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Some hooks up with a really hot in a scruffysexymasculinesmells sogoodiwanttobitehimandohmygodhisassisperfect isralei. It's sporadic and I often want to kill him but overall it's exciting and forbidden and fun. A completely unpredictable situation but that's okay for now.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">I've been tanning and am loving the results. I always feel so good tan. Next is new hair color when I can decide on highlights or dark. I got my <a href="http://www.yelp.com/biz/deeba-beauty-salon-chicago">eyebrows</a> done yesterday and the girl gives such a great arch and makes them look amazing. Along with a bangs trim and I feel pretty good.</div><div style="text-align: left;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">Also something that makes me happy? <br />
This guy.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJBwmk3MJFsv-HSlwIVfPSlqK5ohNu4jpmSEn4dXHb23QA9iDHZT_9sIYRH4wEFkP19VAaO7hGUeVtMRSlF0BGMG35uYz2o1TmMqLrdo0r9gCTQG2MAz3o_1p2pa0SFY5veEyjPsw2150/s1600/littleguy.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJBwmk3MJFsv-HSlwIVfPSlqK5ohNu4jpmSEn4dXHb23QA9iDHZT_9sIYRH4wEFkP19VAaO7hGUeVtMRSlF0BGMG35uYz2o1TmMqLrdo0r9gCTQG2MAz3o_1p2pa0SFY5veEyjPsw2150/s320/littleguy.jpg" width="320" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvs_DmLWvJJOSUGhyphenhyphenwQ4YLxWKqDcuHLppuX4rf7MXo9X8uem36C1_s7rjH2C2YuD0ltwzdIgXacaDYiBHcKYo75meX6tpz-Rwgb-qXEexuPyOuvwXTC04xDOerFDb28hHM9l9q6jOO-NU/s1600/056.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvs_DmLWvJJOSUGhyphenhyphenwQ4YLxWKqDcuHLppuX4rf7MXo9X8uem36C1_s7rjH2C2YuD0ltwzdIgXacaDYiBHcKYo75meX6tpz-Rwgb-qXEexuPyOuvwXTC04xDOerFDb28hHM9l9q6jOO-NU/s320/056.JPG" width="251" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="text-align: left;">I picked him up about a month ago in Michigan. I drove about 600 miles total to get him and he is ridiculously sweet. The only problem is he doesn't have an official name. I call him little guy but I want him to have a real name. I want it to be a name and not a verb or action or something, no scamp or rascal or buddy but something nice. Suggestions more than welcome. Bella seems to like him except when she becomes an asshole about sharing food or a toy or me and I tell her no when she gets sassy and then she gets mad at pees on my bed. Not cool. Especially when you don't see this and climb into bed after a long day and a soothing night time routine and feel a wet spot and realize what it is. Or whatever. Either way he's the newest member of my family although Elad bought him he's completely my little guy. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">So that's whats been going on with me. Thanks so much for the comments on my last post. Even though I feel weird about commenting back sometimes, they really meant a lot to me. It helps a lot to know other people feel this way.</div>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-75339957350910488732010-03-30T21:20:00.000-07:002010-03-30T21:20:28.520-07:00<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Trouble will find you no matter where you go, oh oh<br />
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh oh<br />
The eye of the storm wanna cry in the morn, oh oh<br />
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div>depression is sneaky. it comes so quietly you don't even know it's there until you're looking around your dirty apartment, sink full of dishes, laundry not done, homework isn't even close to being finished, and your dogs are looking at you begging to go out. its spending money you know you don't have on food you shouldn't be eating. its not answering calls from your mom and dad and best friend. it's having people judge you for all your decisions and who you hang out with. it's making the same mistakes. its being self destructive and not knowing how to stop. its putting on a happy 'i don't care/laugh at everything/life is all fun' face when you think you're going to cry any second. its talking only about boys and sex and anything that is as far away from whats really going on. it's the feeling of failure at letting yourself feel like this again and the 'why can't i be stronger this time'.<br />
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depression is familiar in the way the extra 5 lbs on a scale are and it comes a lot faster then it goes away. it mean and its hurtful and its tricky. it knows that by hurting people you love it will make everything even worse and that's what it feeds on. it keeps you in bed when you want to be outside. it is a cliche commercial for medication. its crying for no reason. its crying for very good reasons. its feeling lonely even when im surrounded by friends. its not answering the phone because who really wants to hear about this. its trying to make the wrong piece. its being a failure and a loser and knowing this is why things don't go right. its a pity party for myself.<br />
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its being fat and gross and stupid and talking to much to the wrong people and making all my own problems and being a big stupid whiny baby and hating myself.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>Trouble is a friend, but trouble is a foe, oh oh<br />
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh oh<br />
He sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh oh<br />
So don't forget as you ease on down my road<br />
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He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart<br />
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part<br />
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine<br />
So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm<br />
I roll down the window, I'm a sucker for his charm<br />
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine<br />
Ahh...<br />
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How I hate the way he makes me feel<br />
And how I try to make him leave<br />
I try, oh oh I try<br />
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But he's there in the dark, he's there in my heart<br />
He waits in the wings, he's gotta play a part<br />
Trouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine</i> </div>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-37729340463637768062010-03-03T23:08:00.000-08:002010-03-03T23:08:12.398-08:00oh t mos<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhg4y3rds8E0OSof2yrtxpZ71QuzXUuwk-ay1wATVjDC2ooqzsJTN5MsfUZTRC4_qR8gou7zq2Uv8hmYDpzLQR5vSg-ScHcsD5PfKo4TU_77un7CQL3lAjY145OA-S-PafdmuplIpLh_r8/s1600-h/022.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhg4y3rds8E0OSof2yrtxpZ71QuzXUuwk-ay1wATVjDC2ooqzsJTN5MsfUZTRC4_qR8gou7zq2Uv8hmYDpzLQR5vSg-ScHcsD5PfKo4TU_77un7CQL3lAjY145OA-S-PafdmuplIpLh_r8/s320/022.JPG" /></a></div><br />
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Thank you Tabitha SO much for such a lovely gift that made my week and really helped me get out of this fuck I've been in. Your card was so sweet and I love and appreciate what thought you put in. <3<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">******************************</div><div style="text-align: left;">My crush? Gone. Sad because having a crush is fun but it just wasn't to be. The more I know him the more of a friend he is and the less I like him in a want to occasionally kiss him way. So that's a let down.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">School was something I basically was doing nothing (still doing well but just half assing it) about but I finally am back on track and feeling good and will finish the semester strong. Things I love? Writing a modern philosphy paper that includes, vampires, edward cullen, gerard butler, descartes wearing sweatpants, bad hair dye jobs, just to name a few things and getting a good grade.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">I desperately need to go tanning. I did go and get my eyebrows one for $4 in my nieghborhood with a face massage after which was amazing. I love my neighborhood. They trimmed my bangs, did this thing for blackheads, and it was $14. I will be going back a lot more and I am going to a yelp review, which was how I found them in the first place.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">I am currently obsessed with: How I Met Your Mother (I have been for months but still I can't get enough Marshall and Ted), cold grapes from the fridge, the new produce market I found, doing my own french nails (thanks tabitha!!), Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2, thrift store books (i bought 47 this week), any kind of thrift store purchases, my 2 table from Target for the crazy sale price of $11 after tax, falling in love, friends, cooking (I made yummy stuffed peppers last night), and the smell of glade clean linen candles.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">I really want to go to sleep but I'm waiting for laundry to dry. How exciting. I did manage to make myself a HIMYM ringtone and two Seinfeld ones so thats something. I also watched the new episode of Psych but really I am completely craving some new One Tree Hill. I am loving Mondays because of OTH and Life Unexpected. Sorry Gossip Girl but I don't miss you. To not continue with OTH is crazy because it has always been a solid show and the new Melrose Place sucks so get rid of it.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">Okay so laundry and sleep and then cleaning tomorrow. I can't wait for my bed to hit the pillow...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-13911020042048129942010-02-14T09:56:00.000-08:002010-02-14T09:57:33.206-08:00the best of whats around<div style="text-align: left;">so here's another holiday that can never live up to its potential. much like new years eve, so many plans and at the end of it, it can be awesome but never as often as in our daydreams. this year i plan on some wine, chinese food, and the new disney movie "stastruck". don't judge me because you know you secretly still love all the silly disney channel originals. i just have no shame about it. i am working some and the wine and some clearance chocolate and bella make a pretty good valentines day for me. my family sent me some cards and i am loved, if not someone's 'special' love this year thats okay. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">last night elad was over and made a mix cd which was so old school but not nearly as old school as the tapes bianca taught me to make in high school. she made the best tapes and knew the trick of not pressing stop but pressing pause. so elads impromptu techno mix (seriously i felt like i was at the jersey shore and pauly d, the situation, vinny, and ronny were about to fight the beat and start hitting the floor until the beat came up) inspired me to create my own valentines day playlist. so, here you go!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>When people keep repeating<br />
That you'll never fall in love<br />
When everybody keeps retreating<br />
But you can't seem to get enough</i><br />
<i> Let my love open the door</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>let my love open the door</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">preferably the version by steve carrell from "dan in real life" but the original by pete townsend works as well. sweet, simple, and just makes me smile.</div><i><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><i>I've been trying to live without you now<br />
But I miss you, baby<br />
The more I know, the less I understand<br />
And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again</i> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>the heart of the matter</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">i like the india arie version from the "sex and the city" soundtrack<b>. </b>a little sad but i like thinking about getting over the past and forgiveness and moving on. remember the good and just keep on keeping on. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>When you can wear what you feel<br />
What do you wanna say?<br />
Now love is a little number that you can wear each day</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>all dressed up in love</b><i> </i></div><div style="text-align: center;">jennifer hudson sang this for sex and the city and i think it's a great upbeat song about getting out there and remember how amazing love is.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I want you to know that I feel bad for not making our dreams come true.<br />
We had so many dreams, me and you.<br />
I want you to know I love you.<br />
You're my favorite thing from the past,<br />
And all of those nights we spent together,<br />
I never had such a blast....</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>leap of innocence</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">liz phair is probably my favorite singer/songwriter and i completely love this song. a little rock, a little soft, just a beautigul, simple, lyrics i love, and it just gives me a feeling a feeling thats more sweet than bittersweet.<b> </b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Once upon a time I was so restless in love<br />
When things we're fine, I changed my mind just because<br />
Now I see how wrong and reckless i've been<br />
Each frog has a prince just waiting inside of him<b> </b></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>somebody's miracle</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">another liz phair song. i like this one because it reminds you that everyone is loved by someone and that sometimes you have to just give things a chance and take risks.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain<br />
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name<br />
I'm so in love that I acted insane<br />
And that's the way I loved you</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>that's the way i loved you</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">there are so many taylor swift songs to choose from but i love this one because really, who hasn't had that crazy tumultuous relationship that's too passionate to really work but you miss just the same <b> </b><i> </i><b> </b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And through it all she offers me protection <br />
A lot of love and affection <br />
Whether I'm right or wrong </i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>angels</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">this robbie williams song was "the song" for my high school love. this was our romantic lets "make love" song. it was from the dawsons creek soundtrack, good lord.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Underneath Your Clothes<br />
There's an endless story<br />
There's the man I chose<br />
There's my territory<br />
And all the things I deserve<br />
For being such a good girl honey</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>underneath your clothes</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">oh shakira! i adored the album laundry service and while i like her all shewolf style, i loved this song about a good healthy love.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>No one knows that you're so understanding<br />
Even though my love is so demanding<br />
Every time you look at me,<br />
Then you'll know we'll both agree<br />
That no other love could be<b> </b></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>i couldn't live without your love</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">an oldie and a good, petula clark sings this happy uplifting song about love and being together and lets face it, there are times when we're acting crazy that we wonder how the other person can be so understanding</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out <br />
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out <br />
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get <br />
I Just Haven't Met You Yet </i> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>haven't met you yet</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">from my last post its pretty clear i adore this song. enough said.<b> </b> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><b> </b>See, you and me<br />
Have a better time than most can dream<br />
Have it better than the best<br />
And so can pull on through<br />
Whatever tears at us<br />
Whatever holds us down<br />
And if nothing can be done<br />
We'll make the Best of What's Around</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>best of of whats around</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">dave matthews had it right with this one.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b> </b><i> </i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>I'm pretty sure this is a better Valentines Day mix than <a href="http://www.people.com/people/package/article/0,,20340791_20343890,00.html">Pauly D's...</a></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Ke$ha,</b> "Tik Tok"<br />
<b>Kings of Leon,</b> "Sex on Fire"<br />
<b>David Guetta,</b> "Sexy B–"<br />
<b>Kid Cudi,</b> "Memories"<br />
<b>Lady Gaga,</b> "Bad Romance"<br />
<b>Britney Spears,</b> "3"<br />
<b>David Guetta,</b> "One Love"<br />
<b>Black Eyed Peas,</b> "Imma Be"<br />
<b>Black Eyed Peas,</b> "Meet Me Halfway"<br />
<b>Black Eyed Peas,</b> "I Got a Feeling" <i><b></b></i><i> </i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
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I am SO excited to have finally found a vanity. My bedroom is very classic and and feminine and this was the perfect addition that I have been searching a few months for. It was on craigslist for $175, then $150 and I offered $100 and she took it AND gave me the mirror as well. It fits perfectly, is in perfect condition and looks great with the rest of my things. The mirror with my perfumes on it I bought for like $2 at the thrift store, the telephone was $5 there, the Marilyn picture was $1, and the flowered bowl was only 80 cents. I use it to hold my jewelry which are both decorative really since I don't wear jewelry except for 2 necklaces which I never take off but the stuff I have looks nice in the dish and at least I have it in the open which may mean I swear it more. Not likely though. Bascially I'm really happy with how my room looks, it captures me nicely I think. All that's left is to find a tug and some curtains and maybe a few more decorative pillows.<br />
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On a completely different note I am no longer doing the nanny stuff which I am really happy about. If you know what, you know the story and that's that.<br />
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I hung out with McSwarthy Friday and it was pretty fanstastic. We were supposed to go see a movie but ended up talking for 3 hours over coffee, walking around the outdoor mall freezing (but smiling), going to the apple store, going to Macy's where I put my fav cologne on him (versace blue), and talking in my car. He texted me a few hours later and as a friend put it, i'm keeping myself delightfully surprised with him. I have finally started to enjoy things and not be a nervous spazz. But hey, the guy has seen me looking bad, good, spazzy, intelligent, funny, and drunk and is still around being my friend so that's something.<br />
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School is school is school. Last semester and some major senoritis.<br />
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Cooking with Elad and having dinner is fun. Dinners for one? Not as fun. Except for his snoring which I can hear from my bedroom when he sleeps on the sofa, things are good. Thew new job can be stressful at times for a few but overall I like it much better and I can do it while at home in my pjs, in bed, watching tv, playing xbox, etc. I can do it shopping too so I get to do what I love and make money.<br />
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I heard they changed the ending to "Dear John" which means I'll go see it since, if it ends like the book, I definitely would not have.<br />
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I am loving "Life Unexpected" and of course "One Tree Hill". Sorry "Gossip Girl" but I just don't miss you.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">I am pretty much obsessed with Michal Bublés "Haven't Met You Yet". </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I'm Not Surprised <br />
Not Everything Lasts <br />
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times, <br />
I Stop Keeping Track. <br />
Talk Myself In <br />
I Talk Myself Out <br />
I Get All Worked Up <br />
And Then I Let Myself Down. <br />
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I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It <br />
I Came Up With A Million Excuses <br />
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility <br />
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And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out <br />
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out <br />
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get <br />
I Just Haven't Met You Yet </i> <br />
</div>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-91706019705424528632010-01-23T22:34:00.000-08:002010-01-23T22:39:23.114-08:00baby, are we doing alrightso while talking to the bff last night we realized there are SO many shows they need to bring back. while there are a ton of new shows out there i love and watch and dvr and all that jazz, there are some shows that are in need of a come back.<br />
<ul><li>mtv's <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/FANatic">FANatic</a>-because who wouldn't want to see some homolicious adorable 15yr old being gaga's biggest fan dressed like her? i know i would.</li>
<li>vh1's <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rock_%26_Roll_Jeopardy%21">rock n roll jeopardy</a>. seriously mark mcgrath and cece deville owned that game. plus how fun would it be to watch celebrities do that. a show about thing i actually know the answers too. [well i actually kick a lot of regular jeopardy ass but still]</li>
<li>mtv's <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Undressed">undressed</a>-so many people were on that show, so many random stuff was going on, and it was like skinimax for teens. the plots were riciulous but i loved it and didn't have to watch consistently to get it.</li>
<li><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Herman%27s_Head">hermans head</a>-seriously what a funny show and they could make it really awesome now with new technology and what not. </li>
<li><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daria">daria</a>- because who didn't have a crush on trent? </li>
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i spent today watching lifetime movies. the plumber came and my dog was lazy and i wish i had an elliptical in my living room. i also rediscovered my love for suffrajett, a great band. <br />
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have you ever read a book and wanted to be in the book in a realistic way and not in the "lets get rid of bella and get with edward cullen ourselves and be a kick ass vamp and not a whiny baby" kind of way? i own the book <a href="http://www.emilygiffin.com/lovetheone.html">"love the one you're with"</a> and the character has such a good life. it makes me want to live in atlanta the way "s<a href="http://www.judyblume.com/books/adult/smart.php">mart women</a>" makes me want to live in boulder and own a hot tub.<br />
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okay seriously why am i not in bed?Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-51789897876532481652010-01-10T22:34:00.000-08:002010-01-10T22:34:12.679-08:00you're singing to me baby in my head right nowSo bella got more things today because she is a spoiled puppy but I did buy a basket to put all her toys in which I'm sure will last all of 5 minutes. At least it will be easier to clean up. I am making myself going to bed at midnight so I'll be up by 7:30 and ready for school tomorrow. I have Logic II, Modern Philosophy, and Women Men and Social Change. Should be a good day as the first 2 classes are with a fav teacher and a bunch of good friends. <br />
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Stayed on track with food today. Did have the mini meatballs from Friday with some rice which wasn't good, the white rice but I measured it and did count it and was still in my calorie range so that's good. Tomorrow I'm finishing up signing up for classes to do yoga, pilates, and cardio at school.<br />
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I am pretty sure my neighbor thinks I'm a 14 year old girl with all the Hannah Montana music I have going on repeat for days. Well some Newsies/Fame/Glee soundtracks have been on too...<br />
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Okay so B and I decided that I will bring some Dunkin Donut munchkins to my first class tomorrow with a fav teach/friends. Checklist for school tomorrow...<br />
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class schedule/rooms? check.<br />
notebook/pens? check.<br />
planner? check.<br />
parking sticker? check (well we don't need it for 2 weeks and you get them at school)<br />
printed things? not yet but I'll do at school where it's included in the tuition<br />
excitement? check!<br />
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Also, Big Love tonight? Totally has me re-excited for the series. I seriously heart HBO and all it's good shows and the new ones that will air this year. Can't wait for more True Blood even though I wish the Eric/Sookie storyline was more true to the books.<br />
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I showered/lotioned/face washed/brush teethed/turned all lights off so bed time!! Have a great week and Monday everyone. Even if it is a Monday, it's such a great reason to sing along to 'Manic Monday'.Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-18233380539294819552010-01-09T21:22:00.000-08:002010-01-09T21:23:52.979-08:00don't give me that face, when you know i'm really down for the chase<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/olivelife/3564193303/" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="160" src="http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3564/3564193303_00947efd29.jpg" width="200" /></a>So, after watching Iron Chef America where the secret ingredient was anything from the White House vegetable garden, I feel inspired. I'm thinking about doing some research and heading to the gardening store (nursery?) and the dollar tree to start my own little garden. Fresh things taste good, its inexpensive, and it seems like something fun. I'm definitely adding this to my 101 in 1001. My Grandma has an absolutely amazing garden and the fruits and veggies from there are phenomenal. I have a big ledge in my kitchen window that would be perfect for it. Eating fresh is a good part of living healthy and that seems pretty fitting with the new routine I'm trying to take. <br />
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Speaking of being healthy, this week has been good and bad. Yes, I totally had Chinese food with my Dad and then went to Bakers Square with my bff and her husband where we had BLT's and a slice of pumpkin pie with ice cream. So yummy but not good for calories. I am going to take a positive out of the experience because even though I <i>really</i> didn't want to, I still logged everything and saw the calories. Okay so it wasn't as horrible as I thought but it wasn't great obviously. Last night I had a Shabbat dinner with friends and I honestly didn't even know how to start counting the calories. We had tilapia, chicken, meat bourekas, mini meat balls, egg salad, regular salad in a lemon juice and oil dressing, yum!), rice, challah, hummus, and a simple chocolate cake. A little wine and it was a wonderful meal. Today I ate considerable better thanks to my mom.<br />
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<div style="text-align: right;"></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3OWq4vdf2jiTV5ClJ7OoZN0FiFW7S3F3VxC3YtFOAW_Wzg4QB0RmrUwPhiqAgXNhSSppiufTJxULmBj0-Fa_jtZ36Qo0q9DT6s13-bQ2m_Bo56L0Q0SPLAxqy-DbWyI5YUIy9fMhC7wc/s1600-h/food.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3OWq4vdf2jiTV5ClJ7OoZN0FiFW7S3F3VxC3YtFOAW_Wzg4QB0RmrUwPhiqAgXNhSSppiufTJxULmBj0-Fa_jtZ36Qo0q9DT6s13-bQ2m_Bo56L0Q0SPLAxqy-DbWyI5YUIy9fMhC7wc/s200/food.jpg" /></a>During the week I have a pretty busy schedule which can led to fast food, school snacks, and vending machines. Or it just leaves me ravenous and then I eat snacks with the kids I babysit and while delicious, a lot of them are extremely bad to eat (mac 'c cheese or bagels with cheese melted on top and mayonnaise) . Luckily I have the worlds best mom so she helps me out with eating healthy. She makes a bunch of the food on weekend that can last me 2 weeks or so. She makes the meals for me to eat everyday which are good, filling, and extremely healthy and balanced. Now, I can eat the same thing everyday so for me this is an ideal situation. She makes me a cup of brown rice, 1/2 cup of green peppers, and 1/2 a grilled boneless/skinless chicken breast, sometimes she uses 1/2 a hamburger for variety. It has fiber, protein, a good carb, and is portioned and healthy. I add in 2 tbsp of ranch (sometimes with hot sauce) or 4tbsp of fat free Italian dressing for taste. I have been known to add ketchup in a pinch or soy sauce. The meals are so good, I can microwave them in 2 minutes, and its a huge help to my budget. I snack on Zone bars during the day when I can't grab a meal. Zone bars are my absolute favorite nutritional bar. They taste yummy, have only 190 calories, 12g protien, 6g fat and 22g of carbs. They are good when I can't grab lunch because they fill me up for a few hours and seriously, are REALLY good. I have turned friends and even a teacher on to them. Costco is a great place to get them for a great price too. <br />
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I know that me talking about food isn't that exciting but it's good for me to know what I'm eating, why, and I think it's fun to share healthy things. I loved Steph's new blog, <a href="http://luxeskinny.com/">Luxe Skinny</a> and really want to try the recipe she posted. I think it's awesome that other bloggers are looking to get healthy. It is always easier with support which is a big reason why weight watchers work, the support. Well right now I don't have the time/money/I never got into WW but I love having the support of family and friends and bloggers! My first goal right now it to lose about 35lbs but the ultimate goal is to lose about 90lbs.<br />
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Steph also linked to this amazing blog, <a href="http://www.344pounds.com/">344 Pounds</a> where this guy named Tyler went from 344lbs to 216 so far and how he did it. He is amazing, inspirational, not to mention cute lol Really though, what an incredible journey that completely motivates and inspires me.<br />
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In other news, school starts Monday. I am actually really excited and actually a bit sad since it's my last semester and I will extremely miss the teachers there. My friends I can always see but I love being in the Philosophy department and all the fun we've had. This semester I want all A's so I am willing to work hard and meet my goals. On the fun side, there is a bar near my house and school that does Wednesday night pub trivia and some friends and I are going to start going. Plus a few of my friends and I share 2 or 3 classes so it's going to be a great last semester before I graduate. <br />
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Tomorrow is school supply shopping! I have always loved getting new notebooks and pens and whatnot so it's an exciting Target trip for me. I need to get one of those Pledge pet hair things to clean my sofas after Bella. I also need to pick up some more Weight Watcher bagels and some new candles.<br />
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Today has been an day of catching up on General Hospital, watching some Law and Order: SVU, cleaning up the apartment, and cuddling with Bella. If you're not my fb friend then you missed how adorable she looks in her winter outfit so here you go...find me a cuter winter dog.<br />
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</div>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-69817563258054177322010-01-06T13:05:00.000-08:002010-01-06T23:24:09.336-08:00let's do thisi started my 101 in 101 and it should be up soon which i'm excited about. i LOVE checking things off a list, so that should be fun to do. i have a dry erase board which keeps me organized and i get such satisfaction when i cross a line through something. it's the little things in life that make me happy. although this week i feel rather lazy since my sleep schedule is a hot mess. i actually miss school. its full or learning and friends and schedules and i actually have really enjoyed it this year.<br />
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i am really excited to report that i have lost 5 lbs this week. i think it has to do with tracking what i'm eating which in turn makes me more accountable. it's also really easy to do because it works with an iphone app and so what i update on my computer goes to the app and vice versa. i am trying to eat better this week but i am also eating regular because it's good to see what i'm eating and how many calories and stuff i eat daily. i can find my problem areas and see what i can keep and what needs to get the hell out of my food. this means you oreos! what i know i love but need to be more careful about is ranch dressing.<br />
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i am obsessed with ranch dressing. have you eaten ranch and a baked potato? heavenly! ranch with chicken wings? steak. chicken in general. vegetables. bread. i love it with everything but 2 tablespoons of it is what i should be eating so i've started measuring which helps.<br />
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i am looking forward to next week and starting to use the school gym and try a spinning class. i just want to achieve my goals. i know it sounds bad to say but when i am at least back to my lower weight i feel better and look even better (what, i can be conceited, i have a hella cute face and great hair. i would just like to see my shape face and cute chin, not whats going on right now) anyway i want to feel better and i think that, well look, i am not attracted to a certain body type on a guy and so the same goes for guys and while i've never had a problem dating, i do that it narrows my options, being less fit. as a guy i know said, he wanted his mom skinnier/healthier so she could chase his future grandkids around.<br />
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i need to get healthy for my future kids and future self. now that my insane schedule is back to normal, i am ready to go.Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-85202472198041503112010-01-06T00:41:00.000-08:002010-01-06T00:41:18.036-08:00new layout, new name, new goalsAll around me people are getting engaged and married. The fact is, I'm 26 and its the seemingly "right" time to do it for most of my friends. I am completely happy for them but, obviously, envious as well. I wouldn't say jealous exactly because while I wish it was me in a way, I know the point I am at in my life is not quite there. I have things to do before I am ready for marriage, no matter how much I may feel ready. What I have realized in the last 2 years is that I need to make it happen for myself. Which I am cool with and excited for and why I have decided to do a achieve my goals and go for my dreams. Here we go!<br />
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<b>School.</b> This is done really because I am in my last semester and will be graduating in May. Either a year off til Grad School or a Masters in Israel, not sure yet. Either way I want to eventually get a phd and teach ethics to children.<br />
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<b>Independence.</b> Well. I live by myself, work hard, and can live alone without relying on takeout food. I am a good cook, clean, and I can live alone happily with Bella. <br />
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<b>Health.</b> This is the big one. While I am not unhealthy and don't eat horrible, I need to lose weight. A bad breakup or 3 has left me heavier then I'd like although I do like how I look. So eating right, tracking ym food intake, and using my school gym with all its yoga, pilates, and spinning classes plus my bally's membership will help. Using <a href="http://www.sparkpeople.com/">Spark People</a> has helped me lose 4 lbs this week and it's free. Win win.<br />
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<b>Love</b>.<b> </b>This will happen but I am not looking and I am not settling. I don't need to have sex with strangers or repeats with guys that weren't that exciting. A glass of wine and some How I met Your Mother with Marshall, Ted, and Barney will be just fine thank you. As for the crush at school, I am a definitely just a friend to him. Ya win some, ya lose some.<br />
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<b>Friends. </b>No toxic people in my life. Thank goodness the only one who seemed to be creeping in is gone and the past mistakes I am keeping an eye on. Truthfully I am just making more and more new friends at school, well solidifying friendships and I look forward to an amazing semester with them!<br />
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So my goals are clear and I will be using this blog to keep track of them and motivate myself. I made a new header and I did a new layout so check it out! I will be starting one of those 'things to go lists soon. Not sure if it will be a 101 in 1001 or a 30 by 30 list but it should be fun.<br />
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Happiness really is a journey. I always love what Charlotte says in the "Sex and the City" movie when asked if she's happy. "Not all day everyday...but everyday". That's me. I always feel so blessed I'm an optimist, I don't spend all day bitching and twitter and fb'ing negative things. Honestly some people post every complaint I feel like removing them as my friend. Bad days happen to us all but the more we spread the negative, the harder it is to be positive.<br />
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Alright since it's 2:40am it's time to get bella in bed and hopefully me too.Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-54817307310913728192009-12-29T09:01:00.000-08:002009-12-29T09:03:13.166-08:00Regarding Rachels <a href="http://confessionsofajerseygirl.com/?p=608">post</a> about the 20sb, I was going to leave a comment but it got so long I decided to post it.<br />
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As for the same people being nominated for the awards, I think in a way it can seem very cliquey BUT I think, as Jamie said, people should be proactive about it if they don't like it. To me blogging doesnt mean the same as most people and the fact is, some blogs are popular for reason. Blogging to me doesn't factor laregly in my life, I don't have a huge need to be part of a community, and the readers/comments I get are so suprising and so nice and unexpected. I don't often reply, partly because I don't know the etiquette and partly because I read on my iphone while driving or in class and it's hard. I know when i was an activr participant that people were open and welcome and I loved the community. <br />
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Does this mean the community is all wonderful and perfect? No, it is like anything else, it has good and bad. The fact is, if it means that much to be nominated, then be as involved as the nominees. They twitter, blog, meet up, they do alot. If that's not for you, then don't be mad. <br />
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Blogging is different for everybody. What it means, how it has changed their life, how they feel, their friends, etc. I really don't blog much because my life is busy. It is just busy and I have so many real life freinds that for me it is hard to write. But sometimes I get an urge and I write and write. Does that mean people who blog have no life or less than mine? Definitely not, it means they choose to express themselves and share and that's beautiful.<br />
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Don't get me wrong, there are some blogs I think are ridiculous. Some people are boring or annoying or just ridiculous, and guess what? I don't read them. Some people take blogging more serious then I ever would but to be dedicated is cool. For me, I believe on live and let live. If you don't like somehting, work to change or be quiet. People nominated and voted and the thing wasn't fixed, so I really don't see a problem. <br />
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I guess I'm glad I got to use the 20sb awards to turn into my feelings on blogging. Sometimes I'm sad I am not a part of the community and I don't make time but I just have so much other stuff going on. For me, not wiritng means things are good and I am too busy enjoying life. For me, this blog is less safe then it was. For me, blogging is about me, as selfish as it is. I care about the people I read and hope they are well but my priorities are different. Blogging is personal to us all and that should be respected.Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-47792532614721812682009-12-11T22:42:00.000-08:002009-12-11T22:42:26.555-08:00possibilitymistakes are part of growing up. i've definitely made a lot and i am okay with that. what makes me happy about mistakes is when i get to a point where i can almost see the crossroads in my head and am able to chose the right way. when i know the one way i've been leads to no good and actually choose the sometimes less fun but more rewarding in the end way. i like when i am able to pull back and say to myself "it's not worth it, it isn't something respecting you, it won't make you happy, you're doing the right thing" etc. <br />
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i have this habit of immersing myself in whatever group i'm in. do i lose myself or individuality? no. but i do like to immerse myself in experiences and try new things and sometimes get so caught up in the excitement i don't see things clearly. and even when i leave sometimes because i loved the people and the time i spent with them, i want to go back in. and i have to remind myself that everything wasn't as great as i remembered and there were alot of things i overlooked that were not good for me. and the fact that i can be honest to myself and admit it, is a huge step.<br />
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i have to work on not getting attached again and i think i am doing okay. not great but definitely solid. i keep in my head that this is temporary and while my heart is definitely NOT involved, i like the idea of having my friend back. luckily i am making new friends and my very best friend will be home in a few weeks. and side note, after the phone call i just got, sometimes people really can surprise you.Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-86467779378959001922009-12-07T22:57:00.000-08:002009-12-07T22:57:57.685-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0kFZ_DSeE-hvxxccN6XZ2T9yQwgqYvasE00hZqE_YJnXKv9O-MnooZlRYlhonRWZ__Cq_QIOSeUju1zlXEJAWPSeMj649ZVIewSCiOn4pz0go8VBvq76pbn2t-5V7ZWvcalY4Mtc2T6o/s1600-h/029.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0kFZ_DSeE-hvxxccN6XZ2T9yQwgqYvasE00hZqE_YJnXKv9O-MnooZlRYlhonRWZ__Cq_QIOSeUju1zlXEJAWPSeMj649ZVIewSCiOn4pz0go8VBvq76pbn2t-5V7ZWvcalY4Mtc2T6o/s320/029.JPG" /></a><br />
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</div>if you're my fb friend you've seen this is my profile pic. love this dog. such a sweet girl. the thought of anything bad happening to her makes my chest hurt. anyways. my other post which i took down was just not something i felt like keeping. sufficient to say, i am in a better mood. well today wasn't easy (thanks NEIU financial aid department!) but as they say about life, it goes on.<br />
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i made a friend at school, well weve been friends this semester and i am really excited because she reminds me of my WA girls and she has a sense of humor like biancas and mine and shes really funny. the test? i hope bianca gets to meet her! i like that shes realistic and positive and shares the same interests.<br />
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papers papers papers papers. school is almost done! next semester will be a lot lighter, literally half the coursework so i'm very excited.<br />
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i spent a great weekend with my family which is always fantastic. more family in a few weeks which means i need to do xmas shopping.<br />
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i've also decided how much i adore ted moseby and especially his search and hope for love.<br />
i know what thats like.Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-31238025869539008972009-11-27T21:13:00.000-08:002009-11-27T21:13:43.333-08:00I'll never fall in love He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hairsometimes you want something and you go for it and you don't get it. and you surprise yourself with how okay that is. every time i do something i don't think i can do, i am really proud of myself. so things didn't go exactly the way i wanted to with the crush but they didn't go bad. and the point is i didn't fall apart or think it was something about me and i accepted the situation.<br />
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sure i ended up making and eating chocolate chip cookie dough in my pajamas while on the phone with bianca, listening to the fame soundtrack. but lets be honest, is this so different then any other night. exactly.<br />
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basically what happened was i got a text from the crush about he got a 94% on this paper i helped him with and how h had the motivation again to finish the semester strong. i was like well good you should be grateful with a wink and he said u know it and i was like well i dont but whatever and we ended up talking on the phone for an hour and a half.<br />
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things i learned? while he said he liked events he did go to my event because i was there and if i wasn;t there he wouldnt have gone. and he thinks im pretty and have style. pretty in guy code, i don't know what that means but it's nice and better then cute.<br />
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also. marriage has made that guy super gunshy and apparently does not want a woman in his life. BUT. there is a girl thats nothing but something but nothing which i of course am like 'oh so you're fucking her, gotcha' and he was like kinda embarrassed and said no but whatever. i told him it wasn't my business which it isn't. the fact is he doesn't have to explain anything to me. but we talked about a lot of things and cleared the air and to be honest? i am really glad to get to know him. i even told him, hey you're pretty to look at but i like getting to know you, not getting in your pants.<br />
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and i really have no filter from my brain to mouth.<br />
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i have the most ridiculous cough and sore throat. NOT fun.<br />
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i bought True Blood season one for 19.99 from amazon along with Psych seasons 1-3 for 12.99 each and Star Trek for 9 so thats a good thing.<br />
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my butt is smaller and more toned thanks to all the stairs i climb which is nice but i liked my butt big and round but cute is good too and it can never be small really. thank god its not big and flat.<br />
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new tattoo coming soon.<br />
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thanksgiving was good and fun and family filled.<br />
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seriously cough, GO AWAY!<br />
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i did see new moon at 12:01 last week with reserved seats via muvico so no standing in line and i loved it but can't wait for eclipse.<br />
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things i need to do? a zillion papers, school stuff, car check up, not be sick, book san fran tickets to see my b soon!<br />
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alright i took some tyenol pm so lets hope this kicks in.<br />
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also i love all comments but not sure how to reply, email? back on the blog? help?Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-48349091216575906562009-11-16T23:11:00.000-08:002009-11-16T23:11:00.498-08:00dr jones, wake up now<div style="text-align: left;"></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: left;">Dear crush:</div><div style="text-align: left;"><i> <br />
</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>I try to tell you what I'm feeling <br />
You just keep on staring at the ceiling <br />
I try to figure out what you're after <br />
But it's always such a disaster </i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>Oh come on come on <br />
Well you've been messing with my head <br />
For oh so long now <br />
Oh come on come on <br />
Well you've been messing with my head <br />
And it's oh so wrong now </i></div><div style="text-align: center;">'messing with my head' by tinted windows</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i> <br />
</i></div></div><div style="text-align: left;">i hate mixed signals more than anything. i am getting them so much and i am just done. figure it out. or not. but i am not waiting around. and yes, you have the prettiest eyes and smile. and i love that you told your cousin about me and how we talk and hang out and can talk about anything. and i like that you make a point to let me know you're hanging out with family and not girls. but what.the.fuck do i need to know that for if you aren't interested. just decide to take a chance or not. i am only asking for a clear sign or some words or just kiss me you idiot. i don't want to have 10 million of your babies or even give you a drawer in my apartment or a toothbrush. i just want to know that there is something there. don't tell me you're going to the event i'm doing at school but then be all whatever about drinks with the group after. you're 36! hello. you've been married. straighten it out. i love that you are comfortable with me and that we get along so well but come one, throw me a bone here. or just kiss me. that would work too.</div><div style="text-align: center;">Love</div><div style="text-align: center;">Me<br />
</div>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-43223642724849300952009-11-11T00:03:00.000-08:002009-11-11T00:05:53.173-08:00people i wish i was friends with<div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Jason Morgan and Sonny Corinthos from "General Hospital"<br />
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this post could alternately be titled: tv shows on my dvr<br />
</div>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-57063100704546874272009-11-07T23:53:00.000-08:002009-11-07T23:53:32.756-08:00Some might take that for granted but certainly not me[just fyi-i changed the name of this blog because i was wanted something new and i'm not really confessing anything. change is good so i also changed my layout.] <br />
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so. i mentioned <a href="http://confessionsofachicagogirl.blogspot.com/2009/09/and-damn-it-if-it-wasnt-best-year-of-my.html">a boy (really a man)</a> a while back. and then i didn't say anything because really nothing was going on. and he was busy and i was annoyed and last week i just took the offer off the table. and literally said those words but in a nice tone. i mean school is kicking my ass bit and i know it is for him so i was like hey no pressure offers off and yeah.<br />
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then we did some papers together and i helped him out. and we talked. and talked again.<br />
and then he sent me a text thursday. and then picked me up for a drink. and we talked more.<br />
and then we talked for 2 hours friday.<br />
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and there is nothing going on besides talking. and talking. and smiling. and laughing. and getting to know each other. and it is amazing.<br />
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i know that its actually the normal and healthy way people should get to know each other but its new to me. i am just not attracted to anyone besides the guy in question. actually i'm pretty sick of most of the guys i know. whether they are deluding themselves or asking things of me which i am not willing to give or just be arrogant and idiotic, the lack of men is disappointing. and i refuse to have sex/be intimate/etc with someone who while everything might be perfect isn't willing to say how he feels. if he can't do that he isn't perfect and he isn't for me.<br />
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did i mention this mans eyes are a blue with clouds inside them. they are an unreal blue grey with so much expression. his skin is golden and warm. his body is lean and tight. his smile lights up his face. and mine.<br />
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while the man is great looking [read: swarthy, patrick dempseyish, italian/bolivian] his brain is what i like. and how he talks slow and makes me talk slow and i think about what i say and get it out of my brain in a way people understand. and how there is no awkward silence. how he makes sure i get to my car safe and holds doors open for me. <br />
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who knows what going to happen.<br />
i am making a new friend.<br />
i am learning patience.<br />
i am smiling. <br />
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and when he texts me i get butterflies.Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-16613066778979974082009-11-04T23:07:00.001-08:002009-11-04T23:07:52.314-08:00<object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Gb-R_t9OamM&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Gb-R_t9OamM&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14165750716081675339noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4485573956887478467.post-55841661016948603162009-10-31T10:57:00.000-07:002009-10-31T11:00:53.080-07:00i want to fit in the perfect spacepeople come into your life and people leave. sometimes their absence has more of an impact than you than their life did.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">today i took the best shower. you know when it feels so good to be under the hot water so you do everything extra slow to make it as long as possible? since it's fall/early winter i decided that i need to do some exfoliating. i make my own exfoliator of olive oil and brown sugar. it works amazing and your skin feels sooo clean and healthy and glows. its natural and cheap so i definitely recommend it. some people use honey and sugar for a face exfoliator and i might try that but i really love the brown sugar/oil combo. i am thinking about making my own shampoo and seeing how that works. i like making things because they are cheap and healthy and well, less chemicals are always a good thing.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">i am SO excited that bianca is into one tree hill and almost caught up. it is a great show and i wish more people watched it. all gossip girl lovers should enjoy it. nathan + hailey=the nice chuck and blair. all the sexual tension, love, lust, without the backstabbing crazy. plus all the man candy on that show,yum! [i'm looking at you austin nichols and james lafferty]<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">omg omg general hospital is bring the good stuff this week. seriously the old lucky is back and the bitch claudia gets what she deserves. don't even judge me because i got into it this summer and i am addicted. unless you have watched a soap for a week, don't tell me its stupid kthanks.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">i moved.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;">i bake cookies with my mom. i hang out with charise every morning. i go to school and try not to procrastinate and it sometimes works. i study and read and watch tv and read library books not schoolbooks and try to figure out my future. i help boys with papers when i have 15 minutes to finish mine and still accomplish both. i go to weddings and a funeral. i cuddle with bella. i go to the dollar store and thrift store and library. i enjoy my friends. i join ethics bowl. i laugh. i get the blues. i still want a new tattoo. i miss my best friend. i have skin that glows. i like a boy with skin that glows. i do my best. i dont do my best. i listen to the avett brothers. i buy tickets for new moon at midnight. i dont like the dunkin donuts by my apt. i question my faith. i read old blogs and want to find new ones. i need to lower my phone plan . i need to take the gre's.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">if people dont work how do they afford things? credit card debt scares me when someone isn't working.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">why do people say "i seen that" and not "i saw that"? it drives me crazy. my ex did this and i do.not.get.it. it sounds stupid and lazy.<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">why am i such an idealistic cliche at 26? and do i care? if people thinking being idealistic is bad well how can things get better?<br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">i read that we shouldn't change the world but change ourselves and then world will change.<br />
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