here we go.
so i was 17 and a junior at an all girls high school. due to public school friends i thankfully knew boys. i was even lucky enough to have a steady bf that a lot of girls envied. he was a great bf but after a few months i learned he could really be a jerk. not the kind of jerk that screams or yells but the even worse kind. the one that gives you the silent treatment. that to me completely sucks. seriously, i would much rather have someone yell and be pissed then ignore me.
so anyways i found out via email he was cheating on me with some skank who wore a purple thong. seriously wtf? some 15 hoochie went after him and he let her. so after all this i was feeling like shit. i talked to my mom and she knew i was feeling awful. i was having a horrible time of it. crying, couldn't eat or sleep awful time of it.
what's a mom to do?
she let me take the day off and she did too. she ordered us chinese and we cuddled and watch lifetime movies. she knew i was feeling pretty useless and unwanted and she made me feel important. she made me feel loved. we seriously just watched lifetime movies and hung out but i knew how much my mom loved me and no matter what she would always take care of me. and she has. so that day makes one of the best of my life. at the time i was so sad because of the jerk bf but my mom and her love have made it into a beautiful memory.
what is one of your best days?
[oh. i made yummy cookies this week. spent too much money. decided the gym is a must. handed over all my money to my mom to budget me like i'm 12. got a 95% on a paper. bought a ton of books supercheap from the library for sale section. hung out with roomie. had the best 3 hours convo on friday morning with bianca. got a book to learn hebrew and started. dl some duffy. started to cross items off my to do list. found out i have a bunch more. keep wanting to adopt another dog. missed you. when don't i?]
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