Tuesday, May 5, 2009

you can do magic

"T gives me butterflies in my stomach. Just thinking about him makes me smile. I love going out to dinner with him or driving around or cuddling in bed. I love that when I drive he kisses my shoulder randomly and that he won't drive if he doesn't have his license even if it is only for 2 minutes. I miss just sitting with him. Sitting on the steps, between his legs, leaning against him, just talking and staring at they sky, it was such a content feeling. Sometimes I think happiness is just being with the right person at the right time and not wanting to be anywhere else"
july 21, 2008

a year ago i met someone who changed my life. i fell in love and i regret nothing. it ended and we haven't spoken in months and still i will always be thankful and happy at the times we had. to be able to feel that way and be in love, i am lucky i had that. i remember a year ago seeing him for the first time. i will never forget his smile or the way he said my name. he was a lost but good soul. he is the reason i am not dating to date or to lead someone on.

"The mistakes I've made are dead to me. But I can't take back the things I never did"
Jonathan Safran Foer

I think this will be my next tattoo. on my ribcage/side.


ChicagoSane said...


One can never regret love, regardless of its departure from the heart, the body or the life.

A year hence brings clarity previously unfound, loosens rigidity previously unseen and provides comfort that, while lighting can't be caught in a bottle, something better (different?) can.

I, too, know this situation. It's easy to hurt others, wise to be aware of one's abilities.

Kylie said...

That would be cool. You'll have to post pics!!

Andy said...

You know? Just be glad it happened and that you learned many things from it.

Don't ever regret this kind of love!

Mandy said...

Never regret something that once made you smile. Thats one of my motto's.