But I can't be late 'Cause then I guess I just won't get paid

I think that I need to make a mix for driving specifically on Monday mornings. Definitely "Manic Monay" and "Monday Monday" (poor mama cass :( stupid 'ham/drug sandwich) would be absolute essentials. Should I google all songs that contain "monday" in it? Then I would be my mom, who has an awesome cd of all songs that contain the word "Marie" in it. I am partial to Elvis's "(Marie's the name of) His latest Flame". Anyways, it is my second to last Monday of work. I woke up late and left about 15 minutes late. Called in and drove leisurely in. Remembered to grab the frozen grapes out of the fridge. I know popsicles are awesome but grapes are a much easier snack.

Work work work. Blah blah blah. Did some real work but also applied for jobs. Thank god my work doesn't block craigslist, although really, how can you NOT block a site with "erotic services" and then block blogspot or wordpress? bizarre. Good to know I can order an escort for 100 "roses" but can't check out a cooking blog or something. Le sigh. Only a week and a day left.

Does anyone have any random sites that their work blocks? I swear mine even blocks LOLCats. Thank god for Cute Overload and the Daily Puppy.

I am missing T sooooo much. He should be back here in 2 weeks or so. I am actually surprised how much I miss him. I honestly haven't felt this way since my first bf, J (back when I was a just turned 16 badass catholic school girl lol). T gives me butterflies in my stomach. Just thinking about him makes me smile. I love going out to dinner with him or driving around or cuddling in bed. I love that when I drive he kisses my shoulder randomly and that he won't drive if he doesn't have his license even if it is only for 2 minutes. I miss just sitting with him. Sitting on the steps, between his legs, leaning against him, just talking and staring at they sky, it was such a content feeling. Sometimes I think happiness is just being with the right person at the right time and not wanting to be anywhere else.

I have joined sparkpeople to see if it will help me lose some weight. I am excited to have time off and am going to make it my goal to work out at least 30mins a day. Carbs are my enemy!!

E called me and wants to come back from Israel early. I am trying not to think about it. Mixed emotions. Many.

I found my debit card thank god. I lost it about 2 weeks ago and kept putting off calling it in stolen and finally decided to call the last place i used it and they had it!! woot woot. Also found my ipod at a friends house. Today wasn't so bad after all. Except for eating good all day until I got the McDonalds chicken nuggets. Boo. But still.

Shower and time to read more of Belle De Jour's first book and cuddle with Bella in bed.