Friday, April 17, 2009

he calls me and tells me he's happy. he's met someone. she has a bf but he likes her. they are seeing each other. he's going to keep talking to her. i was happy. i want him to be happy. it will never be with me and i know even if he wanted me, he is not enough for me. it's a weird situation but i feel better then i have in the last year and a half. i feel like we are getting back to the friendship.

mood? bittersweet.

5 comments:

Kylie said...

Hearing that from someone you care about is hard. Good for you for realizing that he can't make you happy and that he should be happy with someone else.
Have a great weekend!!

Andy said...

Honey, it's ALWAYS hard to face it. ALWAYS. The important thing is to do it.

Mandy said...

Hugs to you my friend.

Shannon said...

That must be hard to deal with, but I'm glad you are staying strong!

Carissa said...

that is the hardest thing, to see or hear that the person you loved is with someone else. but good for you for knowing that you both deserve to be happy and that doesn't mean being together. it took me awhile to learn that about me and my ex and sometimes I still long for the old "us." but I know that "us" is no more and never will be again. we are both different now. the sad thing is that we haven't gotten back to the friendship we had for 5 years and I am fairly certain we never will. I think that is even harder for me to accept than the fact that he (and I) has moved on.

sorry to ramble, but thanks for sharing.