“You have to keep the fights clean and the sex dirty."

what i'm doing: watching the new video for kelly clarkson's "my life would suck without you" and writing this.....okay fine AND i'm looking at the borders pre order of twilight and craving it desperately! jeez, drag it out of me why dont you...

what i should be doing: studying 3 chapters of psych and doing a history essay. returning emails.

seriously, i am stressed the fuck out.

i have been a slacker all my life and let me tell you, it was a good life. do some work, get by on some charm, luck, and sheer smarts. easy grades that were a mix of a's and c's (which depend on if i actually went to class or just showed up for tests.)

this semester i picked 5 classes and want to get straight a's. so this means actually going to class, reading when i'm supposed to, and turning things in on time. who knew there was all this work?? i mean, i finally understand why my roommate gives me dirty looks when i come home with a good grade and no effort. i'm an ass.

so honestly, the work doesn't actually bother me because the classes i'm taking are pretty awesome and super interesting. what's driving me crazy is going to bed early. i actually like to be in bed by 11 now. wtf?? last semester i would leave my house at 11 to go play some nba live at mayans and now im like gramma tiffany or something. also i miss the quality phone time with my bff!!

highly disappointing.

okay also. i am sad some people not know what a potbelly's dream bar is. for the love of god send me your address and i will mail you one of these little pieces of dessert heaven. its a mixture of awesome and delicious. i don't even know what's in it besides it's a mouth orgasm.

.....that sounds so dirty!

so i have been working a ton and doing school and i haven't even gone to pick up my burberry brit! thanks to everyone who helped me decide! mayan has a hot friend coming so it doesn't hurt to smell irresistible.

okay this is dumb but what is the proper way to blog comment? if someone comments on here, do i reply back here or on their blog? i get kind of confused, so help me out so i'm not an asshole blogger. thanks!

ahhhh 10:49!!! i need to do my summary!!

i cant decide if i should just sleep now and wake up early or stay up late. ugh!

Whenever I see your smiling face
I have to smile myself
Because I love you

Here's the thing about luck...you don't know if it's good or bad until you have some perspective.

okay so last night was a night of wine and daiquiri's and some good tv with the roomie. if you follow jenn or i on twitter, then you know already know how our night went. jenn drank most of the pinot grigio and i was a little too rum happy with the strawberry daiquiri's.

we asked the twitter world for the correct way to spell daiquiri's: with or without a "c". we were, i'm sure, very entertaining with our misspellings and ramblings. of course, we were both wrong about the spelling. i knew there was no "c" but i had my "i's" in the wrong place. either way, at the end of the night we both learned:

friends don't let friends drink and twitter.

poor jenn had to go to work today but i have done absolutely nothing besides watch an episode of psych and part of a league of extraordinary gentlemen because, well, i heart shane west.

okay that's not entirely true. i did make some amazing and yummy sweet potato french fries which are kind of a new obsession. i pretty much love anything sweet potato these days which is weird but at least they are good for you. unlike the quiznos i have had for lunch 3 days straight.

this leads me to my creepy story which, thank god bianca was there for. well, on the phone with me which is second best to being there. i have seen the same weird guy who works there and he apparently has taken a liking to me. besides the attempts at teasing me, he has decided to give me "extra meat" (eww no jokes here!) and feels we are close enough to ask who i am talking to on the phone and what my conversation is about. he also thinks i am worthy enough to go in the back and find me the chip flavor i like (salt and sour thankyouverymuch). bianca was cracking me up the whole time and i could barely keep a straight face. and seriously? these dude had chin pubes and weird glasses and looked as if the bus from jail had just dropped him off. ugh. just a weird experience on the whole but i was super nice because well, i think he was trying to be nice too albeit very creepy at the same time.

being at quinzos reminded me of other sub places and their cookies of choice. i really dont think quizno's cookies can enter here because, as bianca puts it, "they taste like shit" and she is right.

so its really between:


the amazing subway half raw soft cookies

OR

the potbelly's dream bar

personally, as close a call as it is, the dream bar is just like heaven in my mouth so that's my fav. what sucks is potbelly's is way more expensive so i don't go as much. plus there's not one that near me. so it's kind of a treat when i go.

so what's everyone preference?

alright so i think i am going to go tanning and then to the library. i owe like $17.30 in fines so i will pay that and get a bunch of books to read. i am always looking for some new books or old favorites people have. i have joined daddy dan's 2009 bookworm challenge and quite honestly, i think i will do really well in it. i am not looking to competitive as much as it will actually show me a record of what i read because i read a ton and couldn't guess to the number of books i go through in year.

oh!! another awesome thing going on is the 20something biggest loser that rachel and sarah are doing!! check it out. i think they are amazing and i am definitely going to join!!

wow seriously, can i procrastinate anymore? i really want to just crawl into bed and take a nap.......

When I looked at you, my life made sense.
Even the bad things made sense.
They were necessary to make you possible.

He is not afraid of the other, because the other is in him.

inauguration day 09.

"Obama doesn’t belong to any particular kin. And that’s his greatest strength. America never has had such a candidate. Barack Obama is much more than potentially the first black president of the United States. He is, by his personal experience, a citizen of the world. He needs to listen to the other to better understand himself. He is not afraid of the other, because the other is in him. If he wants to belong to the world, he has to reach out. That’s his gift to the world. And there is no better gift that America can present to global politics at this time."

go read the rest of the odemagazine post by jurrian kamp here

• read a great post by miss musing which is a letter to the president. you can find more from other people here.
• George Washington gave the shortest inaugural address in history. (135 words). go here for more facts about inauguration day.
• read the obama bio and biden bio
• play an inauguration game here

here's the thing. i am not as excited about in inauguration as most. i don't know if i am excited, if that's the word to describe how i feel. i am feeling a few things.

• a huge sense of relief. i am glad he is finally in and can start making changes and i don't have to watch speeches where the preident makes up words.
• nervousness for where he stands on the israel/middle east issue
• hope for all the changes he promises to bring
• hope for him to change everything EXCEPT who he is and what he wants to do
• hope that he will not be scared to make decisions that will help america instead ofworry about a re-election which is where i think most presidents make their mistakes.
• curious on what he will do with gay marriage and the hope he sees it as a right that is part of nations foundation.

oh, who am i kidding, as i drove to school today, i felt the sense that everyone was listening in their cars, watching tv, and that the nation today is one and that i was one with it. was i excited yesterday? no. did the constant tweets annoy me? yes. then suddenly driving, i got it. it clicked with me.

i am excited for barack obama. not his skin color or his age or political party but for the man, for the person who had a dream, the person who united a nation. because really this country was all over the place and no one felt tied to each other. to make this great nation feel pride and hope and feel it all together, that is something that we will always remember. one person can make a difference, a huge difference, and he is it. it isn't a matter of if you love him or hate him, he is the best person for this job and a change has already been made.

today i am proud to be american.

it's harder to be friends than lovers And you shouldn't try to mix the two...

how much do i love this bulls blog? soooooo much. why you ask? because of this blog i signed up for bulls mobile alerts and won 2 FREE TICKETS to tomorrow nights game against atlanta.

seriously, i love the bulls. i ADORE joakim noah (#13) especially but i just heart this chicago team. i took my friend mayan last time i went but had no idea until after that one of my best friends lior was also a huge fan. so tonight i got an alert where if you know the amount of rebounds noah scored on tonight's game, text the number back and every 100th text up to 600 would win a pair of level one tickets. so i did it and i was #300!! so i called lior and he switched work plans and now we're going!! go bulls!!

this weekend i spent friday having a yummy dinner and cake and wine with my dad and jenn. saturday i had to get an oil change and buy the rest of my schoolbooks. i am pretty sure i was incredibly bored saturday night as witnessed by my twitters.

sunday i used some advise from rachel and did a tan cocktail of the bed with a mystic tan. i absolutely love it because it gives me such a healthy glow and i feel amazing and not sickly winter pale. i always feel like my olive skin turns jaundice looking. ugh. i was nervous about doing mystic and wanted to exfoliate before i went but didn't have any scrub. whats a girl to do? google how to make some. some eeov, brown sugar, and lemon juice later and i had the most refreshing shower and smooth skin. i need to do this more often, cheap, effective, and makes my skin silky smooth lol

so after the tan i went to my grandmas and we had a super interesting chitchat. besides the face that she told me how my grandpa once serenaded her on a new years eve with his friends, she told me about what she considered a good marriage. she talked about having love, intimacy/sex, and friendship. she said all three were needed. she told me that sex is never planned and natural and that she was so lucky that my grandpa was gentle and kind and never made her do anything she didn't want. she said she felt bad for the "people on tv" who talked about not having sex for a month or a year or where the men turned away when they were done and didn't want to talk or cuddle. she said that even a few weeks before my grandpa died of cancer they were talking and she told him how she felt the same as when they were married and he told her he did too, that nothing had changed, they felt the same passions and love as when they first met.

i mean really, isn't the difference between friendship and a relationship the sex? i mean i am pretty sure the biggest difference between bianca's fiancee matt and myself is she sleeps with him and not me. i mean friend are all friends until you start with the sexin and hormones. whats the point to date someone you aren't sexually attracted to or the sex sucks? i was with someone for over a year and the sex was so rare and pretty much only came when i started getting ready to break up and it was, looking back, just a friendship and never was a relationship. friends do everything but have sex and relationship, in my opinion, should include the desire to want to have a lot of sex. hey maybe people don't actually do it due to personal/moral/religious/not the time yet but the desire and want should be there on both sides. the basic raw attraction is something i cannot live without in a relationship. i don't think i've ever dated someone i wasn't lusting for. i mean tal was pure lust and elad was always and still is sexy to me. my first bf, wow wow wow the chemistry.

for me, sex is a huge part of a relationship. like i said, its the factor that changes it from a friendship to a relationship. the difference between my best friends and the guys i date? the sex/attraction. i don't want to settle for 2 out of the 3. i want the sex and the romance/love and the friendship. a good friend of mine told me years ago it was what she continued the holy trinity of relationships and i think she's right. when i get married i want to know that my husband will be the guy i want to talk to at the end of the day as much as i want to flirt with in a text or email when i'm at work and missing him as much as i want to have hot sex with in a limo loli guess my point it, how important is sex in a relationship? do you think it matters? would you break up with someone if the sex was bad and everything was good? would you stay if the sex was the best but the rest wasn't so great? is the way you communicate about sex an indicator of the communication in the overall relationship?

Your body's a dream that turns violent And that's the way I like it

can someone please explain to me why, in the like -30 degree weather, people are coming to school with no hat or gloves or scarf?? seriously that is ridiculous. first of all everyone knows your body heat goes out through your head and feet (thanks mom) so you know i was rocking a hat AND a hood and my boots. i had my awesome gloves and i added a scarf to keep the wind away. even with all this i was cold and my nose was frozen. stupid girls at my school think they can be cute and somehow that will keep them away from frostbite. so stupid.

thank you soo much to everyone who commented about the perfume. looks like burberry brit is most def the winner so i need to hit up macy's tomorrow for some. since i don't actually hang out with you guys, i feel safe knowing it will be "my" scent around the people that know me. i don't like to wear the same perfume or smell like someone else if i can help it.

so i am so happy because i realized i will graduate next year! i was going over my classes and what i need and what i have and what the heck i should be taking and i realized i can graduate by next may!! i am a philosophy major and only need a few more classes in that and some other random credits. my school doesn't require a minor but i am going to take a psych minor for sure. i also am deciding between a history or sociology one. my parents told me to take fun classes and just have fun and not be stressed. i started school almost 8 years ago and it has been one crazy long journey.

first stephens college, an all girls school in missouri in the same town where my older bro was attending school. i lasted a semester before my lovely bi polar real dad (remind me to get into my family history later, its nuts) was all "im suicidal come home" and i decided against my mom and other dad, to go back to chicago to take care of him. i worked for a year and a half and ended up at northeastern and did awesome my first year. the second year was horrible thanks to getting involved with my crazy ex brian and the third year sucked too. i finally stopped going and went back to work again. after another year or so i went back for a failed night school semester and worked again for another year.

this year i am back and doing well and will graduate in a year! this is so exciting for me and especially for my parents who pay my tuition and encourage me and let me work only 15-25 hours a week job so i am not stressed out. my mom is paying my car payment and insurance, along with half my tuition. my [good] dad is paying for my books and other half of tuition as well. i am incredibly lucky to have such supportive people who basically just feel that my life is mine and they support me no matter what and want whats best for me.

i need to go watch the greys from tonight and the office! i need to go to sleep. i STILL need an oil change but i am going in the morning for that. i have a coupon for a free one at the dealership i bought it from and i am too cheap to go to the one that's actually closet to my house until i use the freebie up.

i need to be careful i dont get etsy crazy when i see cute things i want to put all over the apartment!!

okay what i really need is a warm body in my bed to cuddle. i'll settle for edward and some mildy sexy thoughts. oh! so i have officially hit the point where i am no longer "crazy horny lusting after every semi attractive male in my path" and have reached the "its been so long i forgot what sex, let alone, good sex, was". sigh, it was good while it lasted.

oh!! look at this amazing give away by Indefinitely definite. It is such funny give away for valentines day so go check it out!!

Make a list of things you need
Leave it empty
Except for number one - write love

Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold.

okay so chicago is freezing which is nothing new but seriously what is the point of scaring me with blizzards everyday and not coming through? i get all prepared with my hat and gloves (the mitten ones you can open up to gloves, sooo good right?) and getting up all early and then nothing. after like 3 days of scares, i am actually disappointed! jerry seinfeld was right: "if it's the 7 day forecast, only give the weather forecast every 7 days.'"

i am excited for my classes because they are all interesting and topics i want to know more on but seriously my history prof can just chill the f out. her first criteria is: strive for perfection. um hello "nobody's perfect, i gotta work, again and again til i get it right". yeah hannah montana and what! i am taking a fun sociology class on marriage, intimacy, and family and it seems awesome. and i quote my teacher "anytime i can bring sex into the class, i will". if this isnt my class i dont know what is (actually the philosophy of sex class is soo mine but yaknowhwhadamean jellybean)

anyways, onto the more awesome point of needing some help!! so i know some super fabulous people read this and i need all your help, male and female please.

my grandma just randomly gave me a marshall fields macy's gift card and it is burning a hole in my pocket as some people i.e. my dad, like to say. the last one i spent on makeup but this one is definitely all for perfume.

right now i use Armani Code which is definitely yummy and i get a lot of compliments on.

i am debating between

burberry brit which is the best scent and seriously ever guy is like in love with. i actually smelled it on a girl and was like what the f are you wearing and where do i get it.

OR

chancel chance. i had this one before and it was a scent that i received as a gift and really ended up liking. i was actually using it as my everyday perfume.

so what do you guys think? do you have a fav perfume to wear or that drives you crazy? should i get the burberry? the chanel? something new?

these are some of my fav mens cologne. vs2 for men by victorias secret. versace blue. armani. and tommy hilifiger's "tommy" because you know your high school bf wore that and it smelled so good and sometimes a marine sent you letters and soaked the letter in that cologne so it still smells to this day (looking at you bianca!!!) so many guys under estimate a good scent but it drives a girl wild. i can't remember my fav cologne that tal wore, ohmygod i just found it. i knew it began with a z!!! Zegna Intenso by Ermenegildo Zegna.

it is seriously the reason i ended up with tal. first because he was sitting on my sofa and we were talking, both acting kinda shy and i smelled him and ohmygod so good i leaned in and lightly bit his neck. he basically pounced on me and we had a night of no sleep and the best sex of my life. the next day after we said goodbye and he was on his way back to california we realized he left it and obvs he would have to see me the next time, to "pick it up" and the rest is history.

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name You're so in love that you act insane And that's the way I loved you Breakin' down and coming undone It's a roller coaster kinda rush And I never knew I could feel that much And that's the way I loved you

there's no rhyme and there's no reason

remember about delurking day and go here to comment!!

okay so i am tying in one of the computer labs in my school and i am SO glad I remembered my headphones. people here are kinda of weird so now i get to go on twitter and check my google reader, and listen to ben lee playlist's.

oh. you didn't know i finally figured out how much i love google reader? cause i did. much thanks to my lovely roomie who showed me and also wrote a guide about rss feed here. actually thanks to her guides i know a ton more about ipone apps, social network sites, and even more about blogging! ha i typed that as logging first and that made me think of the sean the logger from the real world who married rachel and yeah...never mind!

I was wikipidia'ing the other day about Psych and they say "Shawn's seemingly random stream of consciousness often betrays the far-reaching logical connections that his observational skills allow him to make." that is soo me. well maybe not about the whole observational skills but i have a random stream of conscious that makes sense to m but if i explain how i got there it takes to long. sometimes i backtrack and explain but people usually shake their head and laugh. ahh well it always makes conversations enjoyable.

okay so also i am trying to eat better. seriously i am hungry all the time, i don't know whats going on!!! it's crazy! so i decided instead of stuffing my face with a ton of carbs and ice cream i am going to try to stuff it with better stuff. also this morning i got up and make eggs and toast and had a nice breakfast with jenn while she ate her waffles. a good breakfast is the most important meal of the day but i should stop sounding like a mom, as i have been told i do lol so anyways here's what i've been doing.

-i am in love with Jello 100 calorie chocolate pudding!! its delicious and cold and guilt free!!
-also trying to have more salads with dressing of oil and vinegar and salt which is yummy.
-Zone bars are good to bring to school so I avoid the vending machines.
-more chicken breasts. tonight im making garlic chicken with green peppers and onions and on the side salad and either rice or cous cous.
-apples and peanut butter. soo delish and good for you!
-yoplait vanilla yogurt.

what are you eating that is good tasting and goof for you? let me know!! i always want to try new things! especially since being a nanny consists of a lot of mac and cheese and chicken tenders which the kids want everyday!!

so. this is embarrassing but i am totally going to share. i am in the process of room cleaning and found a receipt of tals when he bought some sunglasses this summer right before he left. it has the date on it obviously and so instead of tossing it, i totally put it in my special things box. i have this beautiful box elads mom made me and i keep important/sentimental things there. so in went the receipt. i mean, who saves a receipt? this girl.

i saved it because it has the date of the last great day we had together which i didnt remember . lame and i know one day ill be totally ready to throw it out but i threw most of the other stuff away so...i dont know. i know i want a few things to keep because it makes me smile. i regret not having some of the things from my high school boyfriend. i had a ton of cute things and now that i can look back with only fondness and not 'mark his face out in black marker' bitterness.

so. i really want to know, if only for the sake of knowing i am not alone, what is the most embarrassing/sentimental thing you've saved from a relationship?

delurking day!!!

apparently it is delurking day for blogging and i am kind of excited for that!! soooo if you read this blog and don't comment, let me know!!! i would love to see who reads. i can see in my google reader people subscribe but i have no idea who! so in the spirit of de lurking, come on out :)

i wanted to put a picture up of the spy from the Spanish video "la catrina" i had to watch in high school but couldn't find one. boo!

okay gossip girl and one tree hill. chuck bass breaks my heart!! but i love him anyways. and julian from? yummy!!!

[still hate typing with nails!!!]

[real post later!!]

i want to break free

go here to see the awsomeness that is jenn and myself.

awesome vlog which such topics as: target, sex dreams, and even some blogger shout outs.

To the sound of a heartbeat pounding away

okay so chicago is all snow crazy and i am not down with that. what i am all about is cleaning up my bedroom and figuring out what to do with all my books. see above to my messy dining room that needs to be clean for the sake of my roomie. the definite answer is NOT to give any away so i just need to figure out if i am going to put them in my 2nd closet or buy some bookshelves, or mix it up.

what i am also all about is mtv's made marathon which i can't stop watching!! you know dr ian from celebrity fit club? his twin brother is a made coach on a "i want to be a ladies man" episode. eww the made after that one is with some weird creepy dude who asked a girl on a first date how far she would go. while they were playing mini golf. way to be a creep. it give me the same feeling as when i watch 'to catch a predator'. ugh.

school starts monday. good times. here's my schedule.
Monday: 9am-11:50am Earth Science. fulfills my last science req.
12-12:50 Sociology of Marriage, Intimacy, Family. seems fun.
Tue/Thr: 9:25-10:40 Problems In History
11-1150 General Psych
12:15-1:30 Environmental Ethics with my fav prof
Wed/Fri:11-11:50 Earth Science
12-12:50 Sociology of Marriage, Intimacy, Family.

i wanted to take 6 classes but couldn't find anything that good so i'm kind of disappointed. these classes seem interesting and its a nicely spaced out schedule. I can work out in the am for wed and friday and then do it after school monday, tues, and thursday. [ohmygod can i please interject the best made quote ever from some highschool boy "this is my david archuleta door"] anyways i also got asked by my aunt to pick up my lil cuz after school on the days its snowy for my grandma to walk safely. it seems feasible and i would see my cousin and grandma more so thats a good thing.

speaking of my awesome grandma, i hung out with her this week grocery shopping and whatnot. she is superawesome and makes the best eggs ever. i shoveled her walk too. she did tell me how she hopes she sees my wedding before she dies. ]knock on wood] i hope she is at my wedding but i need a man first which lead too....

this is the year of me. i spent way to much of last year crying over boys who were not worth it. i worried more about my relationships with them then i did about myself and my goals. i built myself around them and put myself second and that was not good for me, obvs. i finally made some good decisions for myself, namely going back to school and getting a job i love. [i almost wrote jon which would make this a whole different post/blog lol].

i also got an amazing new roomie who is amazing. she is fun and smart and serious and talented and in many ways very different from me. living with her just shows me how to respect someone else's beliefs and personality and embrace it. she is such an awesome part of my life and so special. seriously, expect big things from this girl because she has everything she needs to succeed!!

so this year is going to be about....
-working on how i treat my relationships with people
-lose some weight to be healthy
-focus on my school and possible career options
-travel to israel and random us cities

i feel like when i am on the right path for myself, love will come. at this point even if i met my "mr right" i might not be ready for it. so i am excited for 2009. there are so many things to look forward to and enjoy (#1 bianca's wedding!!!)

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

i hate jack bass!!

so bianca uploaded some nye pics and here is one of my favs. if we're facebook friends the rest are on there. i wish my hair would grow out but mostly i just love this pic. bianca is adorable as always, there's our high school friend emily, and the boys are yossi babi (Ileft) and mayaan (right). yossi babi just went to south america and i am super jealous!!! anywho...

oh chuck bass. from the burlesque strippers to your moment with eric to the roof to the hug, you had me at "I'm Chuck Bass!! [pause] No one cares". i am so addicted it's ridiculous.

also. blair waldorf is my hero.

one tree hill you make me cry and laugh and i hate to love you and love to hate you.

this week i need to get my ass in gear instead of have dreams where i marry my high school bf, wtf ?

things i need to do
oil change
school library
bank
bally's
clean room
buy some sort of bookcases
haircut?
buy school books
get my computer working out of safemode
fix this blog, update links, use google reader
fix nails

well its off to lotion, dry my hair, head to the bank, school, and pick up the kids.

"Some people are just born evil: the kid from "The Omen", the Children of the Corn, Chad Michael Murray" (psych)

"The difference between a lion and a lamb, some might suggest, is in the naming, not in the beast itself. Both are warm-blooded-- isn't that a fact? Both close their eyes when they settle down to sleep at night"

Alice Hoffman Here on Earth

i am re-reading that book, among a few others, right now. a definite recommendation. somehow that quote really resonates with me. people that can go either way. i have always had a hard time distinguishing between good people who do bad things and bad people who do good things, and the fine line between. the slippery slope lines of what is 'good' and what is 'bad'. of having to come to come to terms about people that i love/d that fall into the 'bad' who do 'good' category.

anyways. lack of updates due to i hate typing with gels nails. they did them a little longer then i like and typing is a bitch. also annoying: pushing buttons on the microwave, using the iphone, accidentally scratching too hard, not opening things. but they look great so when i get them filled i'll just ask them to cut them a little shorter.

shawn and gus. cappie. chuck bass. julian from one tree hill. all the men i am missing and crushing on and that will come back and fill my weeks up with yumminess. and maybe not make me have crazy embarrassing sex dreams everyday. seriously, embarrassing to admit but definitely happening. so i want the witty funny shawn and gus with some sexy cocky chuck bass with some adorable laid back cappie and confident and also sexy julian. not a lot to ask for right girls?

also who has a huge crush on a west coast boy? this girl! i <3 facebook chats.

that's the new shower curtain and towel roomie and i got. they didn't have a picture of the cute owl soap dispenser we also bought. i love target and am currently wanting the vday sprinkles and heart cookie cutters. roomie is not girly girly like me but she does love the cute and adorable so it works well. also adorable? marley and me, although roomie is souless for not crying. jk, sorta. i did cry the first time a ton but was pretty dry eyed the second. we did have a nice dinner and movie though for saturday night and friday was a greek night. bianca came over tonight with matt and i made them watch my favorite parts of Madea's Family Reunion. We played some Wii and chilled and matt fell asleep.

Currently my dining room is filled with books as I am sorting through my many boxes. I have a ton of books (pics tomorrow maybe) and need to get a bookshelf or 2 or 5 to hold them all. Before roomie I use the second bedroom to hold all the books and miscellanous stuff I have. When she came I just threw them in my second closet and it's been driving me crazy. This is the last week before school starts so I need to finish cleaning my room and possibly paint one wall (red al la Big from satc) . Actually its really calming and sexy with the red wall, a clean room, a comfy bed, and some candles. I still need to get school books and supplies and register for school parking. Also needed, new backpack/purse and to clean my car.

Oh. Can't forget this after singing it with Bianca a few nights ago in the bowling alley parking lot while it snowed.

Wanted, young man single and free
Experience in love preferred,
But will accept a young trainee
Oh I'm gonna put it in the want ads,
I need a love that's true
Gonna put it in the want ads, my man and I are through